Tuesday, January 26, 2010

the soacal workers

o fucking boy did i just run into a cuple of cunts they think there helping but there not

going for a walk

back still hurts going for a walk see if i can walk it out going to see if i can get my sister on food stamps every litte bit helps at the moment'

Monday, January 25, 2010

friggen back

its been 3 days now and my back still hurts. its gettting better not soooo bad today fucking muscles

Sunday, January 24, 2010

randys house for waywood women

its sota like 3 company with out the laugh track, i am takeing care of my sister and i had one friend caroline staying with me all ready then last week lisa moved in from florida. its been a blast for the last week or so. both are good friends= not getting any.
oh well allways redtube.com

Saturday, January 23, 2010

good day

been a good day with a good supper with good friends

what more can one want back hurts tho i got to exersize

the bank


oh nothing stresses me out like going to the bank. i have to come up with 3oo so my sister can get her checks.they wont send her checks till i have a bank account set up. any one know a easy target i can rob?? i am sooo fucked, my friend was soupose to drop over 500 to me for my bike. i have to sell my harley for fucking nothing so i can pay off my moms funael. fuck fuck fuck fuck i need to get laid or something

Friday, January 22, 2010

friday

oh nothing really happend this week, i havent done anyting i havent been outside in aoubot a week, my friend jake should be by today,probly going to be going to lowell u
check out the school and see where my classes are. i got to start going to muo thia boxxing classes

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

been depresed


ive been depresed for a while now, at least a fue weeks. i think im snapping out of it tho, cant be shoure. its been tuff since my mom died. my unemploymet checks are getting fucked around with. i had my friend lisa move in from florida. marleen fell down yesterday in the snow. i threw away good sauce (it was left out all night still good?) any how just by writting this i feal better. going to go to a job intivew monday for the spring swimming pool season.

Tuesday, January 19, 2010

things are changing

so my mom died on the 26 of december. i miss her. i get to take care of my sister marleen. she is a great person but she has some issues. she has a set secudle and she gets scared/anxinity/disconcet when its messed with. it starts in the morning at 5 am when she has to get up. to sit around and drink coffee till she has to leave at 745 that means i get to wake up at 445 and make sure every thing is ready for her. then i got to be home so she wont walk into a empty house. then i get to cook supper that she has to have for 530 then she goes to bed for 9

i am soo not use to this, i didnt ask for this!!!! now i get to take care of a 52 year old meantla retared sister.

i feal like i am going out of my mind

im allways tired and argaved i am going to explode ifeal sooo alone im sad all the time im not like this something got to change or its going to kill me

i dont want to srug my responsibilty but wow