Sunday, September 6, 2009

medical sicence

every time the phone rings i age a little my heart does flip flops hands get sweety brain races. as i get up out of my self pitty i race to the phone, good news? bad news? what happend? is she ok? why are they calling now...
as i get to the phone and see a number i dont reconise, oh god its the hospital calling i just know it
i pick up the phone almost shaking perpaing for the worst
a womans voice comes on the othe end
would u like a credit card for..........

anixity i have been haveing a lot of it lately.

my mom had a heart attack and a stroke last week a fue other compclations happend 2 weks ago. since then i have been takeing care of marleen and she me.

i have been sleeping like shit lately. i had a fue beers with a ausom friend last night that kinda helped but i was still up every hour.

i have the first pre production meeting today.

i need to get marleen off to cherch

i am so glad im not throwing up little victorys hurray

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